Abandonment

I miss you.

I'm mad at you.

Do you have any idea how hard it is to mourn someone that isn't dead?

You left us with nothing.

Not even a good excuse.

What am I supposed to tell them?

You left us and let everything behind you burn.

Some days I hope you come home.

And the other days I feel guilty for wanting you to stay where you are.

I miss you mama